Monday, December 1, 2008

Wanting more

After the death of my dad I find myself wanting more. Maybe raw emotions make you feel like that, I am not sure. I am searching, longing, trying o find my way to a better me. Expecting more from others and maybe I am wrong for that.

I don't want to sit on the sidelines and watch life pass me over. I want to live out loud, outside myself. I want to enjoy the moments more with my children. I want to cherish and grow deeper. I want to laugh harder, not take myself so seriously. I want to dive deeper in my faith. I want to make each second count. I want my boys to know I love them. I want my husband to know that he is my one true love. I want my friends to know how much they mean to me.

So these are a few of the things I want for the New Year. The things I will be working to make happen.

More then just losing weight and being healthier physically, I want to change from the inside out!


Anonymous said...

Jeez I wish we could live closer...we'd kick each other's butts into gear and be better together!

So I know that's lame to wish because well it's just not happenin' - at least right now.

Here's to hopin!

Are you done shopping for x-mas?

MrsReese said...

Praying for you!

Yeah CS3 is awesome, been reading a book on it and Joe uses it all the time for work, so he shows me alot, but a class might be cool too.
Did you ever get my email with my address?
Email me yours, please!
love you!